Drunk on my sorrow, High on my pain
With So much to lose and Still nothing to gain
Yet I drown In the chaos I call my life
Still believing the man Who practically destroyed my life
Who took a knife to my heart, daggered me with words
With songs of love, of the birds and the bees
I didn’t see beyond the signs, didn’t read between the lines
The truth written in plain ink, though he refused to sign
I made it my mission, made him my world
Between walks in the park and kisses in the dark
From gazing at the stars so late into the night
He built castles in my head and a moat around my heart
He locked me in a tower and promised I was his
His good girl, he said, his special little girl
A friend he would never want to lose, he said
The one he wanted to be with, he said
The one who made him happy, he said
Yes, he said, no, he said, please, he said, I’m not letting you go, he said
No, he said, yes, she said, why, he said, no, she said, yes, he said
Roles reversed, down in the sheets, the bed soaked wet,
I bet you didn’t expect that, he said
No, she chuckled.
Did you like that? He said, yes, she said
But it hurt, she said… But she didn’t say, it hurt
It hurt like daggers pierced through her heart,
Like acid poured on her soul
To know she had been used, and abused by the love of her life
To know she would never again feel complete
Never again feel whole
For she had given herself away
So someone who would never treasure here
Someone who would never love her
Someone whose heart was made of ice
Whose soul was carved from wood
Whose will was forged in steel
Who had used her to satisfy his raging desires
And held nothing but contempt for her now he was through.
His luxury coupe, he called her
Now, the other girl, was her name
The face he once loved to hold, to kiss, to stroke,
He now looked at with hate and disdain
And then she asked herself, why go on?
Why go on living? She gave him her love, gave him her all
And now she’s nothing but an empty shell,
So she drinks up her sorrows, and rolls up her pain
She lights it with her future and watches it all burn
As she drowns herself in a pool of blood
Bleeding from her broken heart.
Your words come to life .
Amazing .
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