Well, the answer to that is simple… but you might not like it.
The same way you feel about people is the same way some other people feel about you.
Loving life and living it are two different things.
Because you love life doesn’t mean you’ll automatically want to live it. It doesn’t automatically mean you’ll have a great life or people won’t annoy the hell out of you. Life is a series of choices you make.
Where you are now and what you’re experiencing is as a result of the choices you have made. I agree the world can be an awful and painful place, but the extent to which you experience this is affected by your daily choices… beginning with your attitude and perception of life. If you perceive the world to be awful, you’ll never really see the beauty and the good in it. Yes, it may be difficult to find, but it’s there. And once you begin to see it, and try to add to it, to spread it, you’ll find that living in such an aweful world isn’t such a bad idea after all.